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SABBYWINK!
“Maybe that's what life is...a wink of the eye and winking stars.”
06 June 2009 @ 03:56 am
It's been a while...I supposed -v~
Yankumi!
My job has demanded me to be so busy! Just for the record...I have to be like sort of "yankumi" the other day. The details? Let I keep it secret. But I think I'm loving it. Just like Jordin Sparks's song ...."We live and we learn to take, One step at a time, There’s no need to rush, It’s like learning to fly...", Yes! Its like one step at the time....suddenly this song has become my theme song. Seriously! Hmmm...Ironically, I used not to like this song only just because of the melody ( I love the lyric though). hehe...
Emotion
Well, since I'm working, there are a lot of "dramas" created by me. I think. Just because I can't control my vast emotion, I lose it. Darn! My wannabe tough image that I want to potray has got to be burned just like that... then it becomes only dust that is so wasted in the end. A new strategy has to be created. Mmm...come again? A strategy? Like it will work! (Well, I hope it will work out). I'm so hopeless that I have to come out with a strategy? What am I? A militant? Gah! Why I'm so weak?!
Hope and Wish
But for all the ugly things I think I have created, I'm still want to find the joy and love with my job. This is the fate. I must get the positive energy to become happy so that everybody around me will be happy. I don't know if I ever can help my students, but I only hope that one day they can still remember me as their teacher with good memories behind it. That's enough for me.
Argh! Bad timing!
From a week before, I have suffered many diseases that almost killed my willpower to keep motivated. I had sore throat, fever, unstoppable coughs and heavy flu all in the same time! I know, to people its natural to have all this sickening once a year etc...but the timing was very bad for me because I got sick when I have the most works that has to be done at that time. My emotions went up and down like a roller-coaster. I can't take a medical leave or whatever (if i take m.l , my work will be super awfully delayed!) but what makes me strong...just because my brain has controlled my heart and says..."Stay put and don't give up!". For that, I really don't feel sick while at work , but I feel so horribly sick when I'm at home. I keep staying strong just by having that thought in my mind...and it somehow worked. I managed to work without taking a medical leave. This small tiny achievement was so meaningful to me to be kept as my personal achievement record. Yay! (Ehem..although i still suffer the coughs and the flus...when it will end?! ||-_-||)
Just so suddenly....
All my weekdays I've been waiting so excitedly just because among of it, I'm able to re-watch the Amazing Race Asia 2. It was simply because of this one particular person...named Marc Nelson. I can't believe I'm mentioning him right now. Wondering why I have to mention his name, maybe it's just simply I'm fascinated with his nice and warm personality which has shocked me ^_____ ^ It's just so suddenly....
Recommendation
I've been able to watch few movies/drama during this school break. I must say my favorites went to....:
1) Scoop (2006) - Woody Allen was especially cute in this movie ^^
2) Cape No.7 - Lovely!
3) Atashinchi no Danshi - I enjoyed every second of it!
* I recommended you to watch all those ^^v
That's it for now! Ciou!
Yankumi!
My job has demanded me to be so busy! Just for the record...I have to be like sort of "yankumi" the other day. The details? Let I keep it secret. But I think I'm loving it. Just like Jordin Sparks's song ...."We live and we learn to take, One step at a time, There’s no need to rush, It’s like learning to fly...", Yes! Its like one step at the time....suddenly this song has become my theme song. Seriously! Hmmm...Ironically, I used not to like this song only just because of the melody ( I love the lyric though). hehe...
Emotion
Well, since I'm working, there are a lot of "dramas" created by me. I think. Just because I can't control my vast emotion, I lose it. Darn! My wannabe tough image that I want to potray has got to be burned just like that... then it becomes only dust that is so wasted in the end. A new strategy has to be created. Mmm...come again? A strategy? Like it will work! (Well, I hope it will work out). I'm so hopeless that I have to come out with a strategy? What am I? A militant? Gah! Why I'm so weak?!
Hope and Wish
But for all the ugly things I think I have created, I'm still want to find the joy and love with my job. This is the fate. I must get the positive energy to become happy so that everybody around me will be happy. I don't know if I ever can help my students, but I only hope that one day they can still remember me as their teacher with good memories behind it. That's enough for me.
Argh! Bad timing!
From a week before, I have suffered many diseases that almost killed my willpower to keep motivated. I had sore throat, fever, unstoppable coughs and heavy flu all in the same time! I know, to people its natural to have all this sickening once a year etc...but the timing was very bad for me because I got sick when I have the most works that has to be done at that time. My emotions went up and down like a roller-coaster. I can't take a medical leave or whatever (if i take m.l , my work will be super awfully delayed!) but what makes me strong...just because my brain has controlled my heart and says..."Stay put and don't give up!". For that, I really don't feel sick while at work , but I feel so horribly sick when I'm at home. I keep staying strong just by having that thought in my mind...and it somehow worked. I managed to work without taking a medical leave. This small tiny achievement was so meaningful to me to be kept as my personal achievement record. Yay! (Ehem..although i still suffer the coughs and the flus...when it will end?! ||-_-||)
Just so suddenly....
All my weekdays I've been waiting so excitedly just because among of it, I'm able to re-watch the Amazing Race Asia 2. It was simply because of this one particular person...named Marc Nelson. I can't believe I'm mentioning him right now. Wondering why I have to mention his name, maybe it's just simply I'm fascinated with his nice and warm personality which has shocked me ^_____ ^ It's just so suddenly....
Recommendation
I've been able to watch few movies/drama during this school break. I must say my favorites went to....:
1) Scoop (2006) - Woody Allen was especially cute in this movie ^^
2) Cape No.7 - Lovely!
3) Atashinchi no Danshi - I enjoyed every second of it!
* I recommended you to watch all those ^^v
That's it for now! Ciou!
Current Location: home
Current Mood: 
my flu!
my flu!13 April 2009 @ 02:18 am
IT'S A BIG DAY FOR ME TODAY!
GANBATTE!!!!! YAY!!!
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hopeful
hopefulCurrent Music: kelly clarkson - my life would suck without you
10 April 2009 @ 08:43 pm
yuzu's latest song. i just love it!
'I want to meet a person I can never meet even if it's just for one time' as the song sketches those feeling.
(credit : nameni@lj)
'I want to meet a person I can never meet even if it's just for one time' as the song sketches those feeling.
(credit : nameni@lj)
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loved03 April 2009 @ 02:41 am
I was away to my aunt's house last week to look after her 3 children while she and her husband went to Korea for 5 days. Since my aunt has a maid, it's somehowe relief me a little bit because i do getting nervous to take care of the kids alone. Especially the youngest little one. Aww! She's so cute!I wanna pinch her cheek all the time.teehee.. I'm glad that I'm pretty close with the kids, so we can have fun times together without a problem. Sending and picking up the kids from school and tuition classes really a big job. Since they have tight schedules, phew! now i know how big responsibilities of being parents. Not that i less knew about it, experiencing it made me realize how parenthood is a really big important task. But above all it was a very good experience and i have fun doing it all ^____^ v
some pics of lil Sofea Hani and Nuha :)
My aunt said that in Korea right now the temperature is about -5 celcius!!!!! She was completely shivering all the time. Since she went there for a medical conference, the schedule was so full and she can't get many chances to go for shopping and sightseeing. The stores there were mainly close at 6 pm. So,she just managed to look upon for brooches and simple merchandises. Aww!How I wish to go to Korea someday!
I’ve watched One In A Million for the first time for this 3rd season and I amazed by Tomok's performance. He sang "Ingin Bersamamu", a rock cover version which was originally sang by Syafinaz. I loved this song since Syafinaz first released it.It's been 10 years! The melody was so soothing ballad and it well blended with its beautiful lyric as well. I've tried to translate this beautiful song in English ;)
Syafinaz - Ingin Bersamamu (Want to be with you)
The first look
And your smile
With full of warmth
Has been kept in my mind
Every time passes by
I just can’t forget you
Every moment I feel
You are always with me
Wherever I go
Even in my sleep
I still keep on dreaming
Do you feel,
Everything that I feel
chorus:
If there is a place in your heart
I hope to be your queen
To have love till the end of life
In good and in bad
I want to be with you, my love
I always wonder
Is this a blossoming love?
That filling my soul
Missing you has become a song
Your tender voice has become a beautiful words
Are you the same?
Always thinking about me?
bridge:
My love
Even at the end of the world
My love
Even at the end of the time
My love will never fade away
For you
some pics of lil Sofea Hani and Nuha :)
My aunt said that in Korea right now the temperature is about -5 celcius!!!!! She was completely shivering all the time. Since she went there for a medical conference, the schedule was so full and she can't get many chances to go for shopping and sightseeing. The stores there were mainly close at 6 pm. So,she just managed to look upon for brooches and simple merchandises. Aww!How I wish to go to Korea someday!
I’ve watched One In A Million for the first time for this 3rd season and I amazed by Tomok's performance. He sang "Ingin Bersamamu", a rock cover version which was originally sang by Syafinaz. I loved this song since Syafinaz first released it.It's been 10 years! The melody was so soothing ballad and it well blended with its beautiful lyric as well. I've tried to translate this beautiful song in English ;)
Syafinaz - Ingin Bersamamu (Want to be with you)
The first look
And your smile
With full of warmth
Has been kept in my mind
Every time passes by
I just can’t forget you
Every moment I feel
You are always with me
Wherever I go
Even in my sleep
I still keep on dreaming
Do you feel,
Everything that I feel
chorus:
If there is a place in your heart
I hope to be your queen
To have love till the end of life
In good and in bad
I want to be with you, my love
I always wonder
Is this a blossoming love?
That filling my soul
Missing you has become a song
Your tender voice has become a beautiful words
Are you the same?
Always thinking about me?
bridge:
My love
Even at the end of the world
My love
Even at the end of the time
My love will never fade away
For you
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thirsty
thirstyCurrent Music: emi fujita - my summer love
12 March 2009 @ 05:11 am
I've come to know this book through the middle of my chaotic time that i had a few months ago. I struggled up to make a very serious decision in my life. To make a good choice got to have a real challenge towards my emotional and logical senses. Funny, I just can't cry at that period of time and my appetite was just normal as it is always. Really. Maybe it is because I have wonderful friends that were always makes me happy. At work, my colleageus were so nice to me and I had my best time with them. Back home, my housemates were nice and cool and we talked like endlessly about almost all nonsence things! I'm grateful.But substitute to all that, I'm actually losing a lil bit of my focus in my work. It just me that trying to figure out the best for my life. To make a choice is so fricking hard. I have to make choice which job offers that can give me more soul to my heart. Finally, after few times talking to my parents and lecturer, and a long deep thinking, a decision has to be made. To giving up my current job and take the other offer was the almost hardest decision I have to make. It's for the best, I hope. It's somehow makes me realize that, choosing is not hard, but which one is the good one, was not easy. I have to think not just in one way, but through a lot of ways. What may effects me after that decision. That's the maturity of making decision is all about , I guess. I learned not to take things for granted and you have to know what you want and make it right as far as you can. I'm a person who likes to do the thing that I enjoyed the most. I can perform good with the thing / work that I love. Somehow, I feel this is a selfish thinking. In life, we are not always that lucky to have what we want to do. I do realize that. But, I'm trying to do stuffs that I love, because of this I can lead a happier life. It's not the money or the status that I'm all looking for, but the satisfaction of life. There are many things that I want to do and learn. A lot of things that I would like to discover for instance learning new languages. Oh, how I deeply hope that I can learn one!
The 8th habit book somehow gave me the insight to lead my life in more effectively as I'm trying to do now. Honestly, I'm happy with my life now but I still want to have the effectiveness of life along with it. Then, I can be even more happy and the people around me as well :)
Current Mood: 
optimistic
optimisticCurrent Music: kat-tun - rescue
08 March 2009 @ 02:19 am
The Pursuit of Happyness. The title itself is so inspiring so as the movie. The movie said to me...keep on fighting for your life and for the sake of the one you love...never ever give up 'cause you'll never know where life could take you to, sooner or later it will lead you to happiness. Will Smith is an amazing actor that has been giving a wonderful performance so as his cute and talented son , Jaden Smith. I always adore Will Smith. He's so charming and sophisticated actor so as a person. I still remember the time I first got "hitched" with this amazing actor/singer. It was long time ago when I watched him singing with his son,Trey Smith for his mv Just The Two Of Us in tv. My heart pounds. I said...what a good daddy he is ^^
I've just listen On Your Mind by Kat-tun.Oh my! It's so beautiful! The melody is so touching. I must say i feel their music, their voices. All Kat-tun's ballad songs are indeed heartwarming. KAT-TUN's RESCUE single album is so much LOVE! I like all the songs in this album. Really! ^^
The album cover seems sophisticated in my opinion. Every members is showing their own look of their own legacy. Their own charismatic value. I'm impressed, and they have been together for 8 years now. They've got better and better each time. Well done!
I've just listen On Your Mind by Kat-tun.Oh my! It's so beautiful! The melody is so touching. I must say i feel their music, their voices. All Kat-tun's ballad songs are indeed heartwarming. KAT-TUN's RESCUE single album is so much LOVE! I like all the songs in this album. Really! ^^
The album cover seems sophisticated in my opinion. Every members is showing their own look of their own legacy. Their own charismatic value. I'm impressed, and they have been together for 8 years now. They've got better and better each time. Well done!
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content
contentCurrent Music: kat-tun - on your mind
07 March 2009 @ 07:35 am
Somebody by Bonnie Mckee
I sit alone
In the dark theatre watchin' the people go by
Hand in hand
Everybody but me
Oh
I stay behind
Watchin' the credits roll by
Roll roll roll right by me
I know, I won't cry
Cause there is somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
Out in the rain
Won't cry
Not tonight
Because there is somebody waitin' for me
Oh yeah
I take a walk
The streets are busy tonight
And I am searching for you
Waiting to brush your shoulder
But I'm alone
I watch the faces roll by
Roll roll roll right by me
But I know, I won't cry
Cause' there's somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
Out in the rain
Won't cry
Not tonight
Because there is somebody waitin' for me
How many words will go unspoken
'Til I hear knockin' upon my door
I'm not talkin' the night I spent heart broken
But tonight I know
I won't cry no more
Oh
I lie awake
I left the porch light on
I hope it helps you to find your way
Outside
I hear the thunder roll by
Roll roll roll right by me
But I know, I won't cry
Cause' there is somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
Out in the rain
Not gonna cry tonight
No cause there is somebody waitin' for me
Not gonna cry tonight
No
No no no no
Oh
Not gonna cry
Not tonight cause there is somebody waitin' for me
I stay behind
Watchin' the credits roll by
Roll roll roll right by me
song to download : somebody
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I sit alone
In the dark theatre watchin' the people go by
Hand in hand
Everybody but me
Oh
I stay behind
Watchin' the credits roll by
Roll roll roll right by me
I know, I won't cry
Cause there is somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
Out in the rain
Won't cry
Not tonight
Because there is somebody waitin' for me
Oh yeah
I take a walk
The streets are busy tonight
And I am searching for you
Waiting to brush your shoulder
But I'm alone
I watch the faces roll by
Roll roll roll right by me
But I know, I won't cry
Cause' there's somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
Out in the rain
Won't cry
Not tonight
Because there is somebody waitin' for me
How many words will go unspoken
'Til I hear knockin' upon my door
I'm not talkin' the night I spent heart broken
But tonight I know
I won't cry no more
Oh
I lie awake
I left the porch light on
I hope it helps you to find your way
Outside
I hear the thunder roll by
Roll roll roll right by me
But I know, I won't cry
Cause' there is somebody somebody somebody waitin' for me
Out in the rain
Not gonna cry tonight
No cause there is somebody waitin' for me
Not gonna cry tonight
No
No no no no
Oh
Not gonna cry
Not tonight cause there is somebody waitin' for me
I stay behind
Watchin' the credits roll by
Roll roll roll right by me
song to download : somebody
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Current Mood: hopeful
hopeful07 March 2009 @ 04:20 am
Ee Byul Mot Han Ee Byul (A Separation that Couldn't Start) by Ji Sun
I haven't forgotten your bright smile
Our youthful past I've already let go
The tears from my heart turned me into a dark figure
You, my delicate love, hold my hand
Come back to me like delicate flower song
I wiped the dusty mirror
The moonlight shines upon it
Plently of deep sleeps comfort our face
A midnight slowly approaches
You, my delicate love, hold my hand
Come back to me like delicate flower song
Love is still at that place
Where separation couldn't start
When that day returns
This song will take the world
You, my delicate love, hold my hand
Come back to me like delicate flower song
And smile
song to download : a separation that couldn't start
Current Mood: 
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touched05 March 2009 @ 04:40 am
rushed27 February 2009 @ 02:26 pm
Feed my lil fishies by clicking the blue water ;)
credit: abowman.com
credit: abowman.com
Current Mood: 
relaxed
relaxedCurrent Music: melody - paradise
26 February 2009 @ 07:12 pm
Can it be more true?
I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"
When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life
Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand
Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life
Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger
Scars make us stronger for life
song to download : scar
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"
When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life
Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand
Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life
Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger
Scars make us stronger for life
song to download : scar
Current Mood: 
contemplative
contemplativeCurrent Music: F4 - Te Amo
25 February 2009 @ 05:49 pm
Since i have a looooooooooooots of free time recently...I want to make a good down the memory lane of one of my fav drama Meteor Garden aka Hana Yori Dango aka Boys Over Flowers =) 3 versions with the same virtue points of storyline.
p/s: feel free to add any additional infos if u want to (on any versions) ;)
Here we go!
p/s: feel free to add any additional infos if u want to (on any versions) ;)
Here we go!